Grr. (whining to follow)

February 19, 2008

I’m frustrated with myself. I’m a human watching, a human dreaming, but never a human doing. 

I think and I think and I think. What do I do? I do laundry when there are no clean clothes. I wash dishes when the paper plates run out. I do volunteer work for an organization I don’t believe in because I couldn’t come up with a nice way to say NO. 

I have great ideas that I never follow up on. I know I can’t make all my ideas a reality, but not even one. I’ve had the same To Do List for the last month. It still isn’t done. 

Who cares if it’s sunny today? I feel gray with a chance of showers.